Not worthy to tie his shoe, or see his face.
I'm worth nothing, bogged down in disgrace.

I'm covered in grime, dirt and shit
As I tell him I want none of it.

Repulsive ans ugly, demanding and sick
Loosing but fighting the current of Styx.

I wish I could take that One Big Leap
I wish I climb That Hill, so steep.

To follow that King, the One so strong
Being apart, it feels so wrong.

But this shit I'm up to my neck in
Against it I feel I just cant win.
I'm in the freezing water, and I can't swim,
Against the current of Dis and sin.
Help, please.